Jornal de xohhjeez, 22 abr 15

I feel like I have given up, but not in a bad way. I still am maintaining my current weight like a champ, but I don't stick to a meal plan anymore, I am not super restrictive, and I can honestly say I don't work out as much as I would like to anymore. I can definitely tell a change in my body composition, especially since I've stopped weight lifting. I'm a little more pudgy than I would like, especially in my stomach area. It's just exhausting. Its exhausting trying to focus solely on this journey. I'm exhausted logging my food, and working out, and restricting myself. I am not angry at myself, not even a little. If I gained the weight back, then I would be angry. I just feel like I've given up in a way, and I feel okay with it, which is a scary thought. Its scary because I still have 25ish pounds to lose to get to my final goal weight. Its scary because I still haven't made it out past the 140's (which is my first actual goal). I still don't feel comfortable enough to wear a bikini. I still can't run, and I'm certain all my PRs have dropped. I just need to get back into the fitness mindset and stop being comfortable.
66,5 kg Perdidos até agora: 10,2 kg.    Ainda faltam: 0 kg.    Dieta seguida: Razoavelmente Bem.

1338 kcal Gord: 33,92g | Prot: 96,64g | Carbs: 167,24g.   Café da Manhã: Quaker Instant Oatmeal - Apples & Cinnamon (35g), Green Tea. Almoço: Dannon Oikos Traditional Greek Yogurt - Plain, Kraft Honey Mustard, Sweet Pickle Relish, Tuna in Water (Canned). Jantar: Potato French Fries, Pita Pit Chicken Souvlaki Pita. Lanches/Outros: Clementines, Chobani Flip Almond Coco Loco. mais...
1898 kcal Exercício: Trabalho de Escritório - 8 horas, Descansar - 8 horas, Dormir - 8 horas. mais...
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Great that you are maintaining your weight! Sometimes we just need some time off, and that's ok :) Hope you find your motivation soon. I just found mine again after almost a year off and 10kg upwards... :p 
22 abr 15 por membro: UnnurYr
Maintenance is definitely hard to do...when you're ready to hop back on and go with gusto, you know what to do! 
22 abr 15 por membro: Socolova
Perhaps let go of of the "all or nothing" thinking and work to find a moderate place that you can maintain long term. So, this many calories or this many days of exercise that can be doable and sustainable, it is lifestyle not on a diet or off a diet. 
22 abr 15 por membro: HCB
I felt that way last week. I allowed myself to take the weekend off because i was so burned out and needed to refocus. I think its ok to take breaks. Maybe we should just let them be small breaks and then try to rededicate yourself. Its always good to keep a goal in mind. Maybe even a reward/vacation that you can look forward to and get yourself excited about. Congrats on maintaining your weight though. You had to have been doing a little something right :)! YOU'VE GOT THIS!! DON'T LET THE WORLD AROUND YOU KEEP YOU STAGNANT! GOOD LUCK GIRL!! 
22 abr 15 por membro: madwaysmom
Thank you everyone! 
22 abr 15 por membro: xohhjeez

     
 

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