Don't know. I feel you're pain, maybe it's the moon phase, or some other odd mystical goings on... soemething put in the water (joking *wink*). Honestly, I've been in an extreme funk myself and have been pretty much ready to give up lately. However, I know there will be a light at the end of the tunnel and things are going to work out for the best, if I DON'T give up. I myself, will be avoiding mirrors today, will force myself to go to the gym, and then will spluge on my new TV show and escape a bit. Sometimes, you just gotta think about something else, ya know?