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I can't believe I missed seeing Tracey FINALLY get kicked off of BL! We had revival at church last night. But it comes on again on FLN on Friday and Saturday so hopefully I can watch one of those.
My brother is mad at me. He and I used to be very best friends, but for some reason it's like I don't even know him anymore. He admitted on Sunday at church that he HOPES I gain back all my weight because he's mad that I've lost weight and he hasn't. He's 6'4" and about 450, so Lord knows he needs to lose, but I have tried every way possible to get him motivated and it just doesn't work. If he doesn't want to get off his butt and do it, I can't help that. It hurts to think that he hopes I fail.
We have the kids all the time now, except they go see their mother on Friday and Saturday afternoons but come home by 9. They weren't being taken care of at ALL, so my hubby had to step in. It's nice having them around when we can actually do fun stuff on the weekends, but it's also hard not having the weekend alone as a couple like we had since we got married. It was the right decision to make though. The kids are in the stage of their life where if they don't get the right example now, they're going to fall into the lifestyle they've been exposed to at their mom's, which is not a good thing.
I'm going to be visiting my cousin Carrie this Sunday, who lives about 2 hours away. I haven't seen her since I lost a single lb so I'm VERY nervous to see what she says. We've been BFF since early childhood and she's always been the perfect, thin, model type with the perfect hair and makeup. I was the chubby, curly-haired girl. I never had a grudge about it or anything, but she's always kind of looked down her nose at me because of my weight. She would never SAY anything, it's just something in her attitude. And she always says "did you lose weight?!" when she sees me, even though before it was obvious I hadn't. Now I have, but I'm scared to death that she won't even be able to tell. I can't really tell THAT much when I look in the mirror. But since she hasn't seen me since the wedding maybe it'll be drastic enough for her to see.
I want to go to the gym badly, but since we're still in revival it's on hold. I'm exhausted but we've had some great services. I think I'll be relieved when Saturday rolls around and I know I can get to the gym and do the errands I've been holding off on.
I decided to follow suit and start doing 5 good things each day.
My 5 Things:
*25 calorie hot chocolate
*anticipation of seeing family soon
*midnight pomegranate bath & body works
*hump day
*hair appointment to get my wild mane tamed this weekend
Blessings!
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