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I miss flying... This is the lowest I have weighed since June 2017. My mother passed that year in April and a big part of my heart went with her. It has taken 4 years for me to begin to dream again and start taking care of myself. I had been losing weight and was beginning to soar when suddenly, her pulmonary fibrosis took a turn and then she was gone. I felt nothing for a long time after that. All that had appealed to me before held no meaning - I lost the will to start traveling, to go out with friends, or to do those little things that show you care for yourself. When she realized that I hadn't done anything in my own space, my best friend came to my house this year and we cleaned my bedroom together. She was a force not to be denied. I had taken better care of the rest of the house but had not dusted/cleaned my own room in 4 years. It reflected the trapped stasis my mind and heart had been in. It took us 3 hours to clean everything - ceiling to floor - the walls - and even moved or took apart furniture to clean the floor. We emptied the vacuum sweeper at least 3 times! I am finally ready to go through the rest of Mom's things at the house and let more of it go, along with all of the items from my Uncle's estate that I was suddenly put in charge of liquidating the year after Mom died. His generosity enabled me to pay off everything but my house. Amen! I am so grateful for that blessing. The picture is of Mom and I visiting St. Charles, MO and before the disease came. I am getting stronger as the grief finally eases a bit. Prayers are appreciated as I begin to flex my wings and dream of flying again...
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1805 kcal
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Gord: 54,97g | Prot: 81,21g | Carbs: 258,62g.
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Lovely picture of two beautiful ladies 💗, lifting you in prayer 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽.
28 set 21 por membro: Daughter of the_King
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28 set 21 por membro: mbuzz95
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what a great memory prayers 🙏🙏🙏🤗 and good luck with your journey 🙂
28 set 21 por membro: ridemariel
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28 set 21 por membro: ACBelle
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Great pic and beautifully written. I wish you well! I am excited that your room is clean, too. :) You seem ready to accomplish amazing things.
28 set 21 por membro: davidsprincess
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Wishing you courage and enjoyment in your life.
28 set 21 por membro: erikahollister
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