I'm back. Today has been a great day. yesterday too. I had a really bad weekend starting, of course, with Thursday. I need to stop this cycle because before I know it, spring is going to be here and I'll be freaking out. But today, I feel amazing. Completely focused. I feel bloated. I am bloated from my binge. But now (at least as of this moment) I feel that I'm getting the binging out of my system. I want to start fresh. There are many things coming up. I just wish I could go back to the way I was. I even tried pulling skinny pictures of me out. Didn't really help. But for now, today, this moment, I feel in control. Think spring, think skinny!!
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